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ever present (live)

by Ella Brinkman

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1.
Unlike Most 03:42
Humans are made up of habits which guide our life and shape our hearts virtues & vices both daily rhythms in my life are defined by these two types of liturgies Every morning I wake up, and for my break-of-dawn prayer I pour the hot water into my aero press Hands wrapped around a mug, this drink is saying words i can't speak A prayer lifted up in the steam and it becomes (Chorus) a prayer unlike most One not said with shut-eyes or folded-hands But more hands up in surrender, saying, This is my prayer To you O God, I give my day And there are habits that I don't want to talk about The ones that I hide beneath my bed and pray never come out But I know that there is grace And there is prayer And that's why I know that I need (Chorus) (Bridge) And I pray this: To you oh God I surrender my life Clean my cup from the inside out Undo the vices in my heart Recalibrate my heart to worship you (Chorus)
2.
You Are 03:33
There's a window in my home that lets in the most sunlight I haven't seen it in a month or so There's this point that my mom reaches tears of laughter down her face When all of us come together I've been missing & I've been crying Longing to run back to my home But I've been growing & I've been learning That home is everything you are (Chorus) You are light & You are warmth & You are life & the goodness of home is you You are pure & You are a refuge & You are renewing & The goodness of home is you So when I say it feels like home here I mean that it is clear to me You are here in these people in these places And I get a glimpse of the home you're making for me (Chorus) (Bridge) And I know that you are making a place for me That is much more home than here could ever be So I can steward this homesickness this longing for you And have faith in the promises you've made (Chorus)
3.
Lisa just moved from out of town into a new apartment she's a little scared of her landlord cause he said some creepy things but she can’t afford to live anywhere else in the city so she stays where she is She showed me pictures of her kids and talked about how proud she is to be the mother of such a beautiful son and daughter And fed her dog her leftover hot chocolate, talked to him like he was one of her own Chorus She is faithful in a way I don't quite recognize Outside those four church walls - what is that like? And when life knocks her down to the ground She gets back up and smacks it with a laugh in her eyes Eric doesn't have the time to work a full time job he spends most of his days taking care of his mom whos sick And told us he most likely wouldn't have another conversation with anybody for another few weeks But when he spoke his eyes they sparkled, giggling at the smallest things, and finding the joy in the midst of everything Despite how his whole family told him to leave her years ago, he still tackles each day as if it's a brand new chance to make it count (Chorus but with ’He’) (Bridge) and it’s in them i see what was meant to be when God created man image bearers Reflections of His perfect (and) good plan (Chorus with ‘They’)
4.
The Valley 04:13
How did I get here again? Travelling a road I've been down before Chilly, dark, and cold This valley of the shadow of death And as I walk all that I can see Are my addictions yelling and pointing at me Saying "you will not escape, you will not have grace" And I forget how to breathe (Chorus) But suddenly A voice, it calls to me "You are mine, and I will keep you safe" Suddenly everything is green pastures And even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil Suddenly You're right there next to me Once again i find myself Knowing full well who my shepherd is Repeating the same destructive desire Unable to keep to the promises I made (Chorus with ‘quiet waters’) You know me, and you love me Too much to leave me as I am Surely your goodness and mercy will follow me And you will stay there next to me
5.
Sabbath Song 03:30
Heads bowed, eyes down hands lifted upwards On my knees When I was young my sister would choose my Sunday clothes for me Fresh baked apple pancake filling the house Church was a time to sit in a pew and wait for my cue to go to Sunday school It was a time of fellowship, family and imaginary games (Chorus A) It's time to rest now, Slow down today Fall into his arms I choose my own Sunday clothes now I can’t attempt to bake, so cereal is the new norm Church today has turned into soaking in the Word, mug and pen in hand it’s still a day of fellowship, family and time away from work (Chorus B) Bow your head now, Bring glory to our King Let go of yourself (Bridge) Let this God-given day bring you much-needed rest, let His presence overwhelm you with his all-encompassing peace (Chorus A+B)

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released April 16, 2021

Written + performed by Ella Brinkman
Recorded + mixed by Jesse Hill at Philpott Church (Hamilton, ON)
Cover photo + design by Shir-El Kline

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Ella Brinkman Hamilton, Ontario

Ella Brinkman is a young singer-songwriter originally from Ottawa, currently situated in Hamilton, Ontario. She is learning to write and play as a spiritual discipline. Her EP 'ever present' displays her learning of what living faithfully in ordinary life can look like. ... more

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